Feelings..Some random thoughts

Let me take you through a beautiful experience..an experience which can touch hearts..the experience called Love..

Love happens to all sometime in life when we expect the least that such thing can happen to us..and the amazing fact is that we feel it, we experience it still we don't know how to define it..It just happens !

It's a beautiful feeling to be in that state..lost we feel..just one thought that occupies our mind..just one face that's in front of our eyes..just one person becomes the centre of our world..A gaze into her eyes gets you another life..

It's a world of dreams where we imagine oneself and that person and time just flows by..it inspires..it motivates you to do things..her happiness is your only concern..you make sacrifices..you sometimes live a life which is not your self..you change for her..and you don't complain..you love the change she brings in you..you are ready to leave even the most precious things for her or change your habits..well thats when you should understand you are in love..

Ins't it a beautiful experience..Yes it is and specially those who have been into it wil agree..the thought of her is just good enough to bring a smile to you..you start finding romance even in the most mundane activities..

Sometimes you feel alone without her..yet the distance increases the bonding as it helps you realize how important she is for you..You eagerly wait for her "missed" calls and you smile when you see her well written sms. When she calls up you talk the most rubbish things as you don't know what to speak on....yet those small things bring you closer..day by day..When she hangs up the phone her voice reverberates in your mind..her image occupies your memories..and you say "Shit Why did I say this to her !!" and then you send an sms to say sorry for no cause at all..Her reply makes you happy and when there is no reply..you remain anxious the whole night thinking of what to do next...Well yes this is what feelings are all about...It makes you happy..it makes you sad...but the involvement and the worries is what keeps you "engaged"..

Well loves is lot more than all this..distance is meaningless..you live in each others memories..trust..involvement..sharing..sacrifice..this is what defines love..Well to be honest I myself can't define it as it's so difficult to crystalize love in words and present in black and white..

Well, ofcourse this post has to be written for someone special and I hope she reads it one day !

-- Rahul

Thoughts !

Every bit I knew her she has inspired me...
For what she is, there is no substitute...
Her smile is all what has mattered to me...
Wherever i be wherever I stay...
Her smiling face will keep me happy...
Coz she is special and she is precious...
We are all son and daughters of god
He loves me and he loves her too...
And when I close my eyes..
I should be first and yes...before U...

This is not a poem but my thought about somebody I love immensely...

Pulse of Life....

Life has its own rythm..the pulse...What if oneday you discover the pulse is missing! Well if you are thinking what is the rythm or pulse...to answer you..these have different connotation for different people...

Some people work relentlessly to earn money, some for reputation and some to reach high up the corporate ladder...for some it's the personal side which takes precedence and some try to balance it out. In any case it's important that the pulse keeps on running. Life seems much meaningful.

Now let me drive you to something unusual. Well it's difficult to think that way yet lets imagine for sometime..... The pulse has stopped.

If you were working for money and you find that all your investment has gone for a toss...what will you do? If you were working for status and oneday you discover that some rumour has played havoc on your reputation...what do you do then? What if your priority is somebody very close to you and he/she is seriously ill...what do you do about it?

Well...difficult to imagine such things...yes it is coz it's difficult to accept that such things can happen...life cannot be so drastic isn't it....but WHO KNOWS ?

Most of us just think on the upside of life....yet nobody knew that there can be destructions like Tsunami and will change life of people for ever. Nobody knows whats in store for them in the future....

The point I am trying to drive you is...that life is unpredictable and life is short...take out one day of your life thinking that tomorrow something can change drastically....and if it does who are the ones you will remember...the people who come to the top of your mind....how many days you haven't talked to them...how many days ago you wished them....

I hope you get the point....it just takes a phone call to talk to them...say a hello or give them a smile...finally you will take nothing from this world...yet they are the ones who will remember you...

And who knows the pulse of your life might stop the next moment...

So keep the pulse running.....

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Road to Nowhere

Aimless I wandered on the street
The sun was high and flashing its heat
Though I knew I will end up somewhere
Yet I was on the road to nowhere

I questioned myself what I wanted in life
A career, a house or money in rife
No answer was there and I walked again
I was lost in the chores mundane

I had been walking now for countless miles
Life has put me through so many trials
The times I won my ambitions grew
I changed with time and my goals were new

Yet the question lingered in my mind
The answer I searched but couldn't find
Though I knew I will end up somewhere
Yet I was on the road to nowhere

It is so tough to know oneself
No one can help me but myself
The only thing which makes me scare
If it gets too late when I reach Nowhere

- Rahul